Real Happiness

My real happiness is my life with my dog.Gracie has been my best friend,confidant,protector and mood enhancer for the last 5+years.There was a life of "before"Gracie that was filled with unhappiness,sadness and such deep and dark depression that my world was literally,BLACK.With Gracie being apart of my life I have found the person I am and have kept my demons in check.For those of us who suffer from Depression,a dog can be the bridge back to a life of color and joy.It is a process,one I am learning every day.Nothing worth having comes easy.You must work for it.

Friday, May 18, 2007

Lost in a Crowd


It's not east to always stand out in a crowd.Personally I detest crowds,I get very uptight,and I tend to panic.I've just always liked to be around people I know and trust,I'm able to be myself at those times.After I was hit by a car 2yrs. ago,I could'nt even walk out of my house,it was just to much for me.I tried to push myself to do things that were way out of my comfort zone.One thing that came out of the car accident was my total rejection of drugs.I t just was'nt appealing to me anymore.I have yet to make ant friends,but that is due to my inabity to trust.I'm working on it,it's just going to take it slow.Most of the time I just sit in the house and dream.It's a work in progrees.

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