Real Happiness

My real happiness is my life with my dog.Gracie has been my best friend,confidant,protector and mood enhancer for the last 5+years.There was a life of "before"Gracie that was filled with unhappiness,sadness and such deep and dark depression that my world was literally,BLACK.With Gracie being apart of my life I have found the person I am and have kept my demons in check.For those of us who suffer from Depression,a dog can be the bridge back to a life of color and joy.It is a process,one I am learning every day.Nothing worth having comes easy.You must work for it.

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Gracie is having fun at the local dog park.I have been quite sick the last year or so.Our twice weekly walks to the Roeding Park dog park have been few and far between.I am hoping that what what ever virus I have been fighting will lessen in the coming months so that I am able to walk the short distance to the park.Just because I am sick does NOT mean Gracie has to suffer too.I am able to take her for 30min. walks twice a day.I just want her to be able to be a dog,able to run,stalk the squirrels,and cats.She deserves so much more than I have been able to give her.Things will get better,I am taking her to the dog park THIS SATURDAY come hell or high water.I have 6 children,4 girls and 2 boys.I was talking to the youngest from my marriage,Melissa,for quite a while.But,her down right gross status updates,personally made me ill.She got made because I stated a fact about the woman who btw,was SUPPOSE to be my MOTHER,Never cooked breakfast for my 3 brothers,NEVER.We had to fend for ourselfs.I have no idea what fantasy world Melissa is living in,but she tried to tell me Janice,the "mother"(and I use the tern LOOSELY,had cooked breakfast,lunch and dinner.The ONLY reason Janice was able to get custody of my 4 children is,she fooled them ALL.But,its not hard to fool child services that you are such a wonderful,caring Grandmother.She laid it on thick.Lying about me all the way.I am in the cause of everyones bad decisions.I figured that she was the vodka drinker.Always with a new drug boy toy.She not only walked out on my brothers,SHE felt trapped.I was 15 getting money of well,she did not care.I APOLOGIZED to her for her having to put up w.I love WALT do not come unless he was ready talk
















 
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