Real Happiness

My real happiness is my life with my dog.Gracie has been my best friend,confidant,protector and mood enhancer for the last 5+years.There was a life of "before"Gracie that was filled with unhappiness,sadness and such deep and dark depression that my world was literally,BLACK.With Gracie being apart of my life I have found the person I am and have kept my demons in check.For those of us who suffer from Depression,a dog can be the bridge back to a life of color and joy.It is a process,one I am learning every day.Nothing worth having comes easy.You must work for it.

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

New Dog Food

I always read labels,especially on food I buy for Gracie.She depends on me to buy the best and most nutrious food available.I found a new food called Purina Pet Plan.Gracie has a very sensative stomach.So that is the reason I'm trying this food Salmon comes first it .No corn,wheat ,no grain .

Friday, April 4, 2014

Night Terrors ll

Although many may believe that the night terror I had as a child were probably nightmares,you are welcome to your opinion.One of the many times I ran to sleep with my brother,David,he was a year younger than I am maybe being so close in age,he never asked me about my sleeping in his bed.One night I slept on the outside of the bed,no sheet covering me,when all of a sudden,something was breathing,hot loud breathe on my leg,it was a hot breathe,not something human.To this day,I must sleep all covered up.I literally thought I would have a heart attack that night.There was not going to be any help from family.No one believed me.I should have told my Grandma,but was afraid of ridicule,And if she had shrugged it off it would have destroyed me.I know now that she knew what was happening tome,but could do nothing because it was something I had to fight on my one.It would give me strength,and it did.After I left Janices house,the terror stopped.I had dreams of lost love ones,but I think those night terrors were not there to  hurt me but to prepare me for the sorrow and heartache that eventually did/Almost 30 years later I went to Texas to see the 4 kids of mine that she had raised to be her mirror image.Money hungry,back stabbers,two faced.I have no time from petty games and jealousy.