Real Happiness

My real happiness is my life with my dog.Gracie has been my best friend,confidant,protector and mood enhancer for the last 5+years.There was a life of "before"Gracie that was filled with unhappiness,sadness and such deep and dark depression that my world was literally,BLACK.With Gracie being apart of my life I have found the person I am and have kept my demons in check.For those of us who suffer from Depression,a dog can be the bridge back to a life of color and joy.It is a process,one I am learning every day.Nothing worth having comes easy.You must work for it.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

LOST IN THE CROWD


All my life I have struggled to remain lost in the crowd,most because of the eye defect I was born with.It looks like a lazy eye,but in reality it is caused by paraleized muscles in y right eye.As a child I was of course,teased to tears.One boy in paticular made it his life goal to make me feel retarded and ugly.His name was Brian and he was in my 7grade homeroom.I really tried to avoid him but this "monster"would go out of his way to insult me and he would make sure that he had an audience.I had such a complex about my eye,that I would walk around the hallways around school with my head down and a very mean look on my face.Up until that point in my life I had no clue that one humanbeing could be so cruel and heartless.He still lives in this community,but from news programs I've learned that he is still harrassing people.So, he has learnsd nothing.I let him and quite a few others almost totally destroy my life.They convinced me I was ugly and abnormal.But luckily for me,I grew up and out of there thoughts and words of me.They are all losers now,"what goes around,comes around.I can say that my life is happy.I doubt they can say the same abut there's

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