Learning to live WITHOUT

I'm already on the verge of COPD.I've already had a few instant's of not being able to breathe.And it's the worst feeling in the worl.You try to catch you breathe,try to take a deep breathe and when it does'nt happen,it literally scares you senseless.I have'nt had an attack in well over 3mos.But,I do have a inhaler with me at all times.I'm not going to get dependent on it.The best thing for me to do is,QUIT smoking.And as of this point in time,24hrs.,I have not had one cigrette and I honestly don't want one.I am tired,so,I'll probably go in and take a nap in a little while.I just want to be able to walk and talk without gasping for breathe.Besides the fact that it's costing me 6.00 everyday for a pac a smokes.And my daughter is bumming off me,yesterday she smoked my last cigerrette.I was pretty ticked off, you NEVER, take anyones last smoke.So,that's another reason I'm giving ttit up.5-6$$ everyday is just too damn much,and she never buys a pack,I'm the one spending the money.I want to spend my money on better things.