Real Happiness

My real happiness is my life with my dog.Gracie has been my best friend,confidant,protector and mood enhancer for the last 5+years.There was a life of "before"Gracie that was filled with unhappiness,sadness and such deep and dark depression that my world was literally,BLACK.With Gracie being apart of my life I have found the person I am and have kept my demons in check.For those of us who suffer from Depression,a dog can be the bridge back to a life of color and joy.It is a process,one I am learning every day.Nothing worth having comes easy.You must work for it.

Wednesday, April 13, 2016

A Rip in Time


I was asked to write down my latest break,or what they call my episode.I do not remember what the exact day was,that is still confusing.I would close my eyes and .every time I opened them I was in a different place.I died,no one could see or hear me.I felt this strange feeling in my chest,like someone was in my chest,doing an autopsy on me.I could feel it,but not see it.Then closing my eyes again I would wake up in different place.It was very confusing I woke up one time,as an observer,in a white room.This was a white room,a man I had never seen before he said that Creator could do ANYTHING.Make you disappear from your family..They look for any way to confuse you.Three doors in this room.In one I observed.I was watching things go on around me,terrified I would be stuck in Limbo,not hell but not heaven either.I question all I believed in.TO BE CONT.

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