True Family does not mean blood.

Liars and thieves make my skin crawl.                                                              I am not going to get on a soap box and pretend I have lived a sinless life.I sold my body,did drugs of any kind,was kidnapped,raped,tortured and held against my will for hours being told the whole time,there was no escape,scream no one would hear you.All around me were huge cutting saws,that I was told over and over would chop me up so well,NO ONE would EVER find me.I was so terrified I never even told my husband at the time,all he cared about is did I have enough money to get us well.I had never met a MAN.Someone who was my partner,that worked with me,that I could trust.Creator took him 5 years after we met.I plunged into one of the deepest,darkest holes that depression had never taken me to.I could not function,I would suddenly start crying,so I started wearing sunglasses to hide the darkness in my soul.I was searching for peace,and asked for faith.At first I was angry because I WAS NOT GETTING WHAT I WANTED.After getting it through my thick head,I started over.In my prayers I would ask for what I needed,but,I had FAITH that my prayers would be answered according to HIS WILL.Creator sees and knows ALL.We might ask for something and not recieve it.Not because he doesn't want us to be happy,but,because he can see something so much better down the road.That IS FAITH.Once I gave my life over to his will,things started to come together.Family does not mean blood.Family means,being honest,good or bad.When you lie to me you are saying I'm stupid.Why?Because I don't knock your teeth out?I say nothing because you will dig your own grave.Lies,change over time,the truth never does.What hurts most,is when someone you have loved all your life is in reality a snake,who wishes harm to others who have treated them like family.My heart has been broken many,many times,but this heart break has brought me to my knees.All the pieces fit.All those years,you could not face me because you knew I would find the truth.I HAD TO FIND THE TRUTH for myself and the ones you destroyed and continue to destroy because your secrets and lies have been exposed.You destroyed one of the most important people in my life,through your lies to everyone.I never bought your lies,because you see,I saw,I watched,I listened.You aren't as slick as you think you are.You are a disapointment,evil,spiteful,angry and a sad excuse for a human being.You took something from several people that can never be replaced.How proud you must feel.But,remember this,YOU WILL answer to CREATOR and to all the others you hurt.All those years of hiding,evil can only hide when it's dark,the sun is out and you cannot hide any longer.