Welcome 2012

Here we are again.Another start to a new year.I have much more hope and faith in this year than in any other year of my life.This is going to be the year that everything I have wanted will be mine.I know that having a positive attitude attracts positive outcomes.I watched "The Secret"a couple of weeks ago.I was excited and totally blown away.Everything I had been saying,everything I believed was verified in this program.If you want it,believe that you have it,live it,breathe it,be it.Nothing is beyond your reach.I will have my own home,I will be financially secure.I do not want  to have millions,I just want enough to not have to ever worry about money.I cannot think of anything that I want,I have everything I want.Except my own home.I am so tired of living in a home where my roommate is a slob and hoarder.My bedroom is the only room that is livable.No trash on the floor or boxes piled up every where.It was like this when I moved in 3 years ago,Health Dept/ Code Enforcement shut down because it was a fire trap.I helped clean the place out,it took a month.Now,it is steadily headed right back to that fire trap.It totally boggles my mind.How does someone live like this?Just drop the newspaper on the floor,rotten food on the counters,in the refrigerator,crap every where.Just thrown about.The kitchen cabinets are filled with rotten,bug infested food.I am not going to live like this for the next year,I am going to have my own place.And I will never let this person in my home.Once I leave here,I never,ever want to have any type of contact with the person again.I'm am tired of picking up after a grown person.If it is so important to live in filth and trash,they will have to do it,ALONE.I'm done.