Real Happiness

My real happiness is my life with my dog.Gracie has been my best friend,confidant,protector and mood enhancer for the last 5+years.There was a life of "before"Gracie that was filled with unhappiness,sadness and such deep and dark depression that my world was literally,BLACK.With Gracie being apart of my life I have found the person I am and have kept my demons in check.For those of us who suffer from Depression,a dog can be the bridge back to a life of color and joy.It is a process,one I am learning every day.Nothing worth having comes easy.You must work for it.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Liver is starting to swell.Feeling ill more days than not.I'm not afraid to die,I just worry about Gracie and what will happen to her.I've just got to get this sweeling to slow if not stop all together.I'm taking my MILK THISTLE,which seems to help.So,far I'm not in pain.That's a good sign,no water,fluid retention yet either.I guess when they have to start draining your liver that thats when it gets painful.I am going to make it to my 50 th birthday.

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