Saturday

I was hoping that the tiredness that had come on yesterday,was just a fluk,that maybe I was tired from not sleeping well the nite before.But,that does'nt seem to be the case.Today,walking any distance is a strain on my legs and feet,my legs ache as though I have over extended myself.And,that is far from the case.I tis as though in my sleep I did some type of battle,every bone and muscle is strained,and it is again a battle to keep myself focused.I usually take Gracie for a walk in the afternoon,we both look forward to it,especially Gracie,but then she is a dog and relys on me to take her out for her walks.Today I just don't have the energy.And that really upsets me.I have started to really look forward to those walks around the sub-division.I put my walkman w/ phone on and off we go,around the block in the division and then out on the outskirts next to the main road.Gracie nevers pays much attention to me,she is always too intent on her walk and smelling all the plants and grass.And of course she wants to be let loose to run,but that is one thing that I am uncomfortable with.I know that Gracie will not take off,this is the only homeo bed and hope she has ever know ,and she is treated like the Pricess she is.There is NOTHING that Gracie is denied.I have to keep myself going,not just for her,but for me too.I have cut out ALL drinking,running around,and late hours.And I can slowly feel my body comeing back to a more managable rtythm,.I just took some medication  to mellow out so that I  can get a good night sleep.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              

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