TILL THE LONLINESS IS ALL YOU KNOW,OR WANT

I have battled with depression most of my life,and at one point,it became my one and only friend.It's easy for people to say "it's all in your head"or ,this one is great,"all you need are a few friends".YOU BECOME "TRAPPED"in this "bubble".And you can't fight or cut or tear through yhis bubble.And the worst part is ,after a while,you don't want to get out.You just want to be alone,to revel in all the feelings of lack of self-worth,the feelings of total failure,at YOUR OWN hands.living does'nt seem to be an option for me anymore.For the last month or so,people have been following me,one woman has a child,and they are dressed in 1880's style,then thre is a guy dressed like the 80's skateboarders,there are quite a few that I've seen lately.And the major thought that comes to my mind is,that they are here to take me "home".It scares me,but it also excites me.I want to go on thi journey,I'm so very ready.But,what happens to GRACIE?